Monday, August 31, 2009
Hey BFF, wIsh you all selamat berpuase!
Even though i know it's already 10th days of our fasting days, but i guess it's not too late for me to wish all my BFF out there...Hope you doing well and be grateful that we have a chance once again to celebrate and feel it. Hope this Ramadhan bring you girls lot of luck in everything that you do...Amin!
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Enjoyable Week but Tiring
i took 3 days leave because i received a letter from Jabatan Perakaunan Negara (AG) that asked me to go for their Accoun tant General Assessment Centre(AGAC)...at 1st,i really don't want to go because i'm not confident enough,,i'm always lack of confidence when it comes to something important like this...but after being persuaded by my hubby and parents,when i think again...why not i go there..just to have fun,make friends and experience something new even deep in my heart i know that i'm not too qualified but its not wrong to try your luck,rite...so,i went there and here i am,,just coming back from AGAC in Perak...Guess what,,we're the 1st batch that went through the assessment,,,damn,it was tiring but fun..!
A lot of activities that i went through and i think it is good because we have a public speaking,pengucapan awam,meeting,sports,dance and lots more,,,and the best is on the last day of AGAC,we have a parliament debate which is nearly the same as PAC (PTD assessment centre) but a lil bit different...the debate was so much fun until we don't have enough time to end it and dun have any conclusions to made because both side don't want to agree at each other usul...now i know how the parliament is,,,we end it with a taklimat then dismissed,,,i make many friends there and i don't feel afraid anymore..i feel more confidence now,,,why do i have to feel that way...
by the way,i'm going to take a nap now,,my legs feels hurt and really tired,,i'm glad it was over and can't wait to get back to werk with a new spirit!hahahaha,,,,sure aku punyer kerja bertimbun,,,,,gtg now....cheers!
A lot of activities that i went through and i think it is good because we have a public speaking,pengucapan awam,meeting,sports,dance and lots more,,,and the best is on the last day of AGAC,we have a parliament debate which is nearly the same as PAC (PTD assessment centre) but a lil bit different...the debate was so much fun until we don't have enough time to end it and dun have any conclusions to made because both side don't want to agree at each other usul...now i know how the parliament is,,,we end it with a taklimat then dismissed,,,i make many friends there and i don't feel afraid anymore..i feel more confidence now,,,why do i have to feel that way...
by the way,i'm going to take a nap now,,my legs feels hurt and really tired,,i'm glad it was over and can't wait to get back to werk with a new spirit!hahahaha,,,,sure aku punyer kerja bertimbun,,,,,gtg now....cheers!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Akhirnyer, dapat gak rase...
Hey BFF!at last,aku ngan hubby dapat gak rase dok umah sendiri..syok betul...well,of course my mum won't agree at first but i need to move on after all,right?korang mesti tak percaye kan..but that's the real fact and i also can't believe it till now...it was hard but makan mase ah nak terime...tp skang dah ok sikit la,my mum kene terima gak..now die plak berebut ngan my in law nak dtg umah kitorg during weekend..aku lak yang pening kpale..kekadang tak tau nak layan yang maner...org tua kan sensitip..kekadang stress gak ah but kene terime ah..thats is marriage life..now aku happy dah dok umah sendiri...nak gaduh pun tak yah macam nak bisik2...hehehhe...so,dua2 pihak tak leh ah nak terase kalo tak balik ker balik ker...easy that way,fair n square...tp aku ari2 balik umah mak aku gak..hehhehe...but i'm more happy now..built my own family n i really hope we changed for good.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I'm tired of being me,,,,,
Hi BFF!!sorry lame menyepi,,,takde mase tul nak update blog nih but since i'm free now,i would like to update about myself..
first of all...about marriage life..
aku gaduh ngan my hubby and i know its not a good thing...aku rase cam die dah makin jauh ngan aku..tak macam dulu,maybe aku tak patut compare but that's what i'm feeling right now..he always busy 24/7!aku tau die penat kene buat 2 keje but aku dah try utk faham tp lelame cam bosan..everything i hv to do alone...maybe aku nih terlampau sensitif la,its true..i admit that but tlg la paham prasaan aku....ade la banyak lg yg aku pendam tp nak wat cemaner kan..he's my husband..he aware of it but still he ask me to be patient..aaarrgghhh!h mmm...sometimes i really dun understand men...its d hardest thing to deal with!
2nd of all,about my werk...
evryone want to leave..how am i going to deal with it??yea,,,we can't stop people from leaving rite but i think ape2 pun kene bersyukur kan cuz ekonomi skang pun tak baper stabil...i love my job, what i do now but i cannot focus in what i'm doing right now....you know why?cuz aku xde HOD then i hv to report to everyone but nobody...multitasking and it make me sick...aku bukan merungut but dah dekat 3 tahun mcm nih...takde aper yg berubah..still same jekk..aku tak tau mcm maner aku leh stuck kat cn...maybe its because my 1st job..aku nak grow with the company but smpi skang aku tak rase ade perubahan..macam maner yer..i need to replan my future planning and need to find my passion..is it too late?but i dunno where to start...hmm..i still can't make a decision for myself..pathetic kan...hahaha..pastuh aku yang penat sendiri..hubby aku suh berenti keje but aku taknak la nanti bosan plak...watever it is,life goes on...
3rd of all,about staying with my mum..
ni lagi satu..tak tau la macam maner nak settle nihhh...dulu yah,skang aku plak..hehhehe...my hubby pun dah panas bontot dah...ingat nak cari umah sewa but i dun think my mum would allow it..ckp psl nak tgk home fair pun dah kene marah,nak pindah camner ler...aku tak kisah kalo myhubby nak pindah..ckp ah ngan mama..hehehhe...sbnrnyer die pun tak berani..tak tau la smpi bile nak mcm nihh..tgk ah,kalo mcm untung bisness banyak,ingat bulan 5 after adek aku abis blaja,nak cari umah sewa..so,parents aku tak sunyi sgt n aku pun tak risau tp tak tau ah..tawakal jek laaa...
aku rs cukup ah tuh pengaduan aku wat mase nih...nanti aku sambung lagi..ade keje sket...muah!
** Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go.
first of all...about marriage life..
aku gaduh ngan my hubby and i know its not a good thing...aku rase cam die dah makin jauh ngan aku..tak macam dulu,maybe aku tak patut compare but that's what i'm feeling right now..he always busy 24/7!aku tau die penat kene buat 2 keje but aku dah try utk faham tp lelame cam bosan..everything i hv to do alone...maybe aku nih terlampau sensitif la,its true..i admit that but tlg la paham prasaan aku....ade la banyak lg yg aku pendam tp nak wat cemaner kan..he's my husband..he aware of it but still he ask me to be patient..aaarrgghhh!h mmm...sometimes i really dun understand men...its d hardest thing to deal with!
2nd of all,about my werk...
evryone want to leave..how am i going to deal with it??yea,,,we can't stop people from leaving rite but i think ape2 pun kene bersyukur kan cuz ekonomi skang pun tak baper stabil...i love my job, what i do now but i cannot focus in what i'm doing right now....you know why?cuz aku xde HOD then i hv to report to everyone but nobody...multitasking and it make me sick...aku bukan merungut but dah dekat 3 tahun mcm nih...takde aper yg berubah..still same jekk..aku tak tau mcm maner aku leh stuck kat cn...maybe its because my 1st job..aku nak grow with the company but smpi skang aku tak rase ade perubahan..macam maner yer..i need to replan my future planning and need to find my passion..is it too late?but i dunno where to start...hmm..i still can't make a decision for myself..pathetic kan...hahaha..pastuh aku yang penat sendiri..hubby aku suh berenti keje but aku taknak la nanti bosan plak...watever it is,life goes on...
3rd of all,about staying with my mum..
ni lagi satu..tak tau la macam maner nak settle nihhh...dulu yah,skang aku plak..hehhehe...my hubby pun dah panas bontot dah...ingat nak cari umah sewa but i dun think my mum would allow it..ckp psl nak tgk home fair pun dah kene marah,nak pindah camner ler...aku tak kisah kalo myhubby nak pindah..ckp ah ngan mama..hehehhe...sbnrnyer die pun tak berani..tak tau la smpi bile nak mcm nihh..tgk ah,kalo mcm untung bisness banyak,ingat bulan 5 after adek aku abis blaja,nak cari umah sewa..so,parents aku tak sunyi sgt n aku pun tak risau tp tak tau ah..tawakal jek laaa...
aku rs cukup ah tuh pengaduan aku wat mase nih...nanti aku sambung lagi..ade keje sket...muah!
** Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Selesai sudah semuanyer....
Smalam aku dah pergi pejabat Agama Johor..settlekan ape yang patut utk wedding aku..hampes eh kitorg nih..baru nak wat...ye ah..after dah kene bising ngan member2 n family...baru terkedek2 nak pegi..kalo tak,tak tau lar bile aku nak gi..cuz tunang aku tuh Workaholics..susah nak mintak cuti..takut sangat ngan boss die..ala..bukan org lain pun,bakal bapak sedare die gak..susah betul kalo nak suh die cuti...itupun die mintak half day jek...cuz sejak kitorg kat pejabat agama..hp die tak berenti memekak...aku macam dah nak meletop jek kat situ tapi ape nak wat..kene la berkorban...terime jek ah dapat laki yg workaholics!aauuww...i hate that words...
So,part yang paling besh n nervous kat pejabat agama ialah kene interbiu...nasib ustazah tuh tak garang sangat..kalo kene ngan ustaz tuh..macam garang jek...seram aku..tunang aku kene senang jek interbiu..baca 2 kalimah syahadah..alfatihah n rukun nikah..part aku,kene 2 kalimah syahadah..doa qunut n mandi hadas..adeeiihh...part mandi hadas tuh yang takleh nak explain detail..praktikal aku tau ler..hehhehe...nasib lepas...then,g cari kadi sume pastuh dah settle...letih gak ah sebab kene rushing..tunang aku nak g keje..
Akupun tak baper sihat sangat nih..demam selsema tak baik2 lagi..tensen aku...sambung later!
So,part yang paling besh n nervous kat pejabat agama ialah kene interbiu...nasib ustazah tuh tak garang sangat..kalo kene ngan ustaz tuh..macam garang jek...seram aku..tunang aku kene senang jek interbiu..baca 2 kalimah syahadah..alfatihah n rukun nikah..part aku,kene 2 kalimah syahadah..doa qunut n mandi hadas..adeeiihh...part mandi hadas tuh yang takleh nak explain detail..praktikal aku tau ler..hehhehe...nasib lepas...then,g cari kadi sume pastuh dah settle...letih gak ah sebab kene rushing..tunang aku nak g keje..
Akupun tak baper sihat sangat nih..demam selsema tak baik2 lagi..tensen aku...sambung later!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Yaaaahhhhooooo!!!
Hari nih UPSR akan diumumkan.... tapi aku tengok adik aku relaks jek...mak aku lak yang over berdebar2 cam die lak yang amik pekse...tapi memang slalu macam tuh pun kan...kalo result nak kuar,mesti mak lar yang berdebar2...lumrah dunia..hehhehe...kalo aku jadi mak pun,aku camtuh agaknyer...
Anyway,kul 11am tadi mak aku call...aku dah cuak gile ah cuz die menangis2 sambil cakap..."Ya,Fandi dapat 5A....uhukuhukuhuk......"..Ape lagi,aku pun terkena virus cam nak menangis lak...punyer happy giler mak aku adik aku naik pentas amik result...lagi naik lemak ah die pasnih...mintak ape saje...hmm..hampes...aku pun kopak ler...tunggu jek ah die mintak aper...but aku sangat2 bersyukur die dapat result yang bagus..memecah tradisi keluarga aku yang tak penah dapat 5A...akupun 3A 1B jekk..tp ok la kan....
Tak sabar aku nak balik umah,nak tengok reactions mak aku..hehhehe..kepoh giler...mesti ader celebrations nyer weekend nihhh...aaddeeiihh...oklar, nak stop dulu..nak wat keje aku yang berlambak nih....C ya!
Anyway,kul 11am tadi mak aku call...aku dah cuak gile ah cuz die menangis2 sambil cakap..."Ya,Fandi dapat 5A....uhukuhukuhuk......"..Ape lagi,aku pun terkena virus cam nak menangis lak...punyer happy giler mak aku adik aku naik pentas amik result...lagi naik lemak ah die pasnih...mintak ape saje...hmm..hampes...aku pun kopak ler...tunggu jek ah die mintak aper...but aku sangat2 bersyukur die dapat result yang bagus..memecah tradisi keluarga aku yang tak penah dapat 5A...akupun 3A 1B jekk..tp ok la kan....
Tak sabar aku nak balik umah,nak tengok reactions mak aku..hehhehe..kepoh giler...mesti ader celebrations nyer weekend nihhh...aaddeeiihh...oklar, nak stop dulu..nak wat keje aku yang berlambak nih....C ya!
"The Love of a family is life's greatest blessings"
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Al-Fatihah.......
Aku baru dapat berita dari tunang aku...opah die kat perak baru meninggal semalam...aku shocked gak dengar..maklumler...aku ni fobia sket bab2 org meninggal..nak2 org terdekat...sedih gak ah..opah die ade dtg JB beberape bulan yang lepas ah..aku tak ingat..cuz die nak sangat jumpe aku n tunang aku...aku dah dapat rase dah time tuh..cuz opah die macam lain macam jek..pastu asyik kate takut tak sempat nak tengok...sayu gak aku dengar..terpakse ah time tuh aku g berkampong kat umah tunang aku...1 hari gak ah kat situ melayan opah die...tp aku tak kisah ah...sian gak aku tengok...tp aku tgk time tuh die memang dah uzur...
Mlm semalam gak tunang aku balik perak n family die...Tadi aku call,die kate dah kebumi..semuanyer lancar..takde ape2 buruk yang berlaku..cuaca pun cerah...alhamdulillah..Hopefully semuanyer selamat....
Apepun,at least aku ade memory ngan opah die..aku pun tak sangka die pegi cepat...Aku harap arwah tenang n dietempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman...Al Fatihah...
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."
Mlm semalam gak tunang aku balik perak n family die...Tadi aku call,die kate dah kebumi..semuanyer lancar..takde ape2 buruk yang berlaku..cuaca pun cerah...alhamdulillah..Hopefully semuanyer selamat....
Apepun,at least aku ade memory ngan opah die..aku pun tak sangka die pegi cepat...Aku harap arwah tenang n dietempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman...Al Fatihah...
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