first of all...about marriage life..
aku gaduh ngan my hubby and i know its not a good thing...aku rase cam die dah makin jauh ngan aku..tak macam dulu,maybe aku tak patut compare but that's what i'm feeling right now..he always busy 24/7!aku tau die penat kene buat 2 keje but aku dah try utk faham tp lelame cam bosan..everything i hv to do alone...maybe aku nih terlampau sensitif la,its true..i admit that but tlg la paham prasaan aku....ade la banyak lg yg aku pendam tp nak wat cemaner kan..he's my husband..he aware of it but still he ask me to be patient..aaarrgghhh!h mmm...sometimes i really dun understand men...its d hardest thing to deal with!
2nd of all,about my werk...
evryone want to leave..how am i going to deal with it??yea,,,we can't stop people from leaving rite but i think ape2 pun kene bersyukur kan cuz ekonomi skang pun tak baper stabil...i love my job, what i do now but i cannot focus in what i'm doing right now....you know why?cuz aku xde HOD then i hv to report to everyone but nobody...multitasking and it make me sick...aku bukan merungut but dah dekat 3 tahun mcm nih...takde aper yg berubah..still same jekk..aku tak tau mcm maner aku leh stuck kat cn...maybe its because my 1st job..aku nak grow with the company but smpi skang aku tak rase ade perubahan..macam maner yer..i need to replan my future planning and need to find my passion..is it too late?but i dunno where to start...hmm..i still can't make a decision for myself..pathetic kan...hahaha..pastuh aku yang penat sendiri..hubby aku suh berenti keje but aku taknak la nanti bosan plak...watever it is,life goes on...
3rd of all,about staying with my mum..
ni lagi satu..tak tau la macam maner nak settle nihhh...dulu yah,skang aku plak..hehhehe...my hubby pun dah panas bontot dah...ingat nak cari umah sewa but i dun think my mum would allow it..ckp psl nak tgk home fair pun dah kene marah,nak pindah camner ler...aku tak kisah kalo myhubby nak pindah..ckp ah ngan mama..hehehhe...sbnrnyer die pun tak berani..tak tau la smpi bile nak mcm nihh..tgk ah,kalo mcm untung bisness banyak,ingat bulan 5 after adek aku abis blaja,nak cari umah sewa..so,parents aku tak sunyi sgt n aku pun tak risau tp tak tau ah..tawakal jek laaa...
aku rs cukup ah tuh pengaduan aku wat mase nih...nanti aku sambung lagi..ade keje sket...muah!
** Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go.
