Sometimes aku rase macam nak menjerit!!

arini memang bad day at work..bayangkanla,,,sume keje nak pass kat aku,,pastu bile document hilang ker aper ker,,,salahkan aku,,,padahal aku dah arrangekan sumer...die bole plak nak salahkan aku balik,,,die ingat aku robot ker nak ingat sumer,,,sume org banyak keje beb,,,aku smpi tak leh nak focus ngan keje aku sendiri...aku tak tau ler beraper lame aku leh bertahan keje cam nih...adduuiiii....

Happy Eid Mubarak BFF! Just a piece of my heart Feeling...

Wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Mintak maap kalau ade salah dan silap sepanjang perkenalan kiter...mane tau kalau ader terase ati ker..kekadang tak perasan ler...hehhee..kalau rajin,,jemput ler ke rumah aku yer....

this year 1st time aku celebrate dengan husband aku,,,well,,it's fun though cuz rase cam lain la..tak mcm before nih,,and aku kene balik kampung die kat pontian...well,,not say that its not fun cume aku belum biase lagi...and its not easy to fit in la..aku menghadapi simpton sosial sekarang nih,,hahaha...aku tak tau ah...aku ok ngan family in law aku n sedare2 husben aku cume kekadang tu tak tau sey nak bebual aper...so,in the end,,im left out alone,,,buat bodoh jek ah,,,

aku frust gak ngan hubby aku,,,kekadang tinggalkan aku sorg2..menyirap gak ah,,,aku banyak kali gak try bebual ngan pakcik2 die,,,cousin2 die tp kekadang tuh termati jap..tetibe mute,,hahhahah,,,and aku pun tak paham ngan my MIL...samada die tak reti nak layan new family member die ker,,,anti sosial ngan aku ker,,,i dunno...im totally blur with her,,,n die buat aku rase "die suke ker tak suke ngan aku nih..",,,mase kat pontian mmg aku rase cam sedih ah cuz takde org layan,,cuz they all janganla expect yang aku nih boleh cepat mesra,,aku susah ah,,kene take time...then my MIL bole cam wat2 tak nmpk aku..ntah ah,,,aku frust gak ah kan,,,i tot MIL shud more nicer la kan,,,its totally different,,,aku jek yg prasan kot..ntah ah,,,,aku wat bodo jek ah,,,kalau aku layan prasaan aku nih,aku rase leh jadi giler.....

yelar,,bayang kan,,,aku nih dari family yg hu ha hu ha,,,nak duit ker,brg ape ker sume bg,,,sume bende pun humble ,,,takde rules sgt,,,showing love sume open ,,,and tetibe masuk new family nih,,,aku rase cam kejutan budaya kjap...totally different frm my family,,,,everything nak kene jage,,,dari ckp smpi ker ape2 jek ah,,mcm tersekat ah,,,i didn't expect much from his family but my tot meleset sama skali from wat i expected and from that time,i know that i shud be myself,,,live like how i should not on anyone rules,,,i love them as much as my family but on that time that i reallize what my mum said...i'm really appreciate my family now and i thank God that i have such a wonderful family that really understands me,appreciate me, pampers me and support me in everything i do,,,and i love you mama,there's no one can replace you...and aku rase Tuhan tu memang Maha Adil and aku harap aku mempunyai ketabahan yg kuat utk harungi marriage life aku nih...its tough though!

Thanks BFF for all of your advice and i really appreciate it! keep update me on your personal life story since i'm far from you all ya!hehhehe...cheers